ROKKAKU MEGUMI

i'm done trying already...

2010-09-03T21:20:00.000-07:00

i'm done trying already..
all these years..
i wanna be tired of it..
but why??
i just wanna feel tired and forget bout him...
WHY??
everytime i sms or chat with you..
you are so cold to me..

i'm done trying already...
If you need me in your life..
call me..
BYE...

holiday

2010-09-03T21:04:00.000-07:00

haih...
every time i'll have it..
why this time??
no mood at all..
somehow i feel like monday we're going back to school anyway..
just that....
can't feel the holiday mood at all..
HYPER HYPER!!!!
must rest a lot!!!!

to mich the peach

2010-09-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

i don't hate you..
really..
if it's something that i'm wrong..
then i'm sorry..
please don't be sad..

9 years

2010-06-13T09:02:00.000-07:00

it's been 9 years..
9 years of waitin yet no return..
now..
there's finally an answer..
he love someone else..
tears fall when i saw it..
n read it..
i guess..
we're just not meant to be..
i've tried to understand..
n try to be happy..
but all i get is a
broken heart..
and a pile of tears..
i force to smile yet its so fake..
i hate it..
today 14th of june.. 00.00am..
the day when i break into pieces..

CONTACT LENS!!!!

2010-05-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

WUAH!!!!!
gonna get a contact lens!!!!
Uuuuuu...
dunno how lerrr...
hope won't be that painful...
>.<

KAWAD KAKI!!!

2010-04-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

yay!!!! kawad kaki pandu puteri got the 4th place!!!!
PANDU PUTERI ROCKS!!!!
XD
this year better than last year larr at least..
but very yuuuu lerrr.. ><
first time kawad.. paiseh..
they kept laughing at us...
U.U
our group can't membezakan left and right...
>/////<
so yuuuuuu!!!!!!
lol..
then our formation also do outside the kotak!!!!
ARRRRR!!!!!
feel like crying under the tilam!!!
lol.. dun care larrrr..
as long as we do our best rite....
not convincing enough??
well,
PANDU PUTERI ROCKS!!!!
hahaha!!!!
wanna sleep dy..
nitez!!! ;D

!!!!!!

2010-04-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
long time didn't update dy!!!!
my frens kept saying this.. =.=
now i update lorrr....

YOH!!!!
I MISS U LERRRR, PEARLY!!!! ><
ok, here's the list of people i miss..
-pearly chua heng huei
-jamie lee mei mei
-tan wen jing
-tan wei ai
-all my formal standard 6 classmates
-all my primary school teacher
-and someone... >.>

YORRRR!!!!!! ( duno why kept felt like saying it.. )
today there's a programme..
very nice..
the international people came to our school..
actually not really international larr..
they're from uni-malaya..
but they're from other country..
there's
-Kate from scotland
-Pote(dunno how to spell ><) from thailand
-Mika & Nicole from Fillipines
and the others who they didn't intro..
its bout HIV and AIDS..
they presented it very nice..
and many games too.. kaka..
LOVE IT!!!!

then today there's the citrawarna or so practice..
but i didn't participate in it..
so i slept in the class..
WASAI!!!! slept so soundly..
so NICE!!!! XD

hmmmm.... anything else?!?!
OH YA!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, JANICE!!!!!
HAVE A GREAT YEAR AND MAY ALL UR 3 WISHES COME TRUE!!!!
XDD
thats all..
and V E MUMMY!!!!!
30 mins more then HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORRRR!!!!! XDD

++sukan++

2010-03-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

we got last... again...
but i think we have done our best...
we have gotten ourselves 200 more marks...
IN 1 DAY!!! lol...
that's not easy...
the sun today feels so hot and it burns...
but when the match is over, the sun just go dimmer...
as if it is fighting with us and hide itself when it heard the result...
lol.. too imagination...
anyway,
here's some photos....

BENDEHARA'S MARCHER

THE LAKSA'S

THE SYAH'S

THE TEMENGGONG'S

ALL 4

I STILL GOT SOME MORE IN FACEBOOK... check it out.. =D

for all temenggong(s)

2010-03-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

COME ON LARRR!!!!
BUCKEL UP!!!!
LIFT UP UR SPIRITS!!!!
WE ARE NOT LOSERS!!!!
WE ARE JUST LAZY BUMBS!!!!
FROM NOW WE MUST WORK HARD!!!!
NO MORE EASY LIFE!!!!

for the form 5(s)..
i'm soooo sorry....
even this is ur last year,
you can't watch as temenggong get at least third place...
(or may be not... haven't sukan yet)...

for some form 4(s)...
especially in my class...
u never stay for latih at all..
now u stay bcuz of sumtin...
feel like puking...
u r soooo DAMN fake!!!!
make my eyes sore as well!!!!

for some form 3(s)...
thank you!!!
you are so active!!!!
you help out a lot!!!
here's an advice...
don't follow the form 4(s) footsteps...
change temenggong(s) to the very best!!!!

as for form 1(s) and 2(s)....
i don't know you much...
but i also advice u...
be as active as the form 3(s)...
don't be like us form 4(s)...
our form really make my heart shatters...
hopefully next year we'll be more responsible...

TEMENGGONG FOR LIFE!!!! =)

I believe you by Low kay hwa

2010-02-15T22:44:00.000-08:00

Yoh!!! i wanna read this book!!!!
so nice~~~~

there's a trailer for it....
but duno can upload or not
>< yoh!!! i really wanna read its ending leh...
anyone generous enough to buy it for me ar??? ><
haha!!

new year's wishes~~~

2010-02-15T03:07:00.000-08:00

new year so borin leh... chat with him today~~~~ a bit bu shuang >////< since its CNY... wanna make some wishes cuz dun feel to w8 til b-day oni wish... too late liao...

hmmm... lets seee, oh ya!!!
1st~~~~he would come back to kas for tuition.. ><
2nd~~~~'kai gor' would find a gurlfren sooner.. XD
3rd~~~~jam will get over him soon and b wif the 1 she luv..
4th~~~~faster make a gathering with jam, pearly and kai xin (damn miss them ><)
5th~~~~all my frens stay happy and cheerful...
6th~~~~study hard for SPM and get scholarship XD
7th~~~~(last) i'll stay happy and cheerful no matter what...

thats all~~~ waseh... so many...
hope can dream comes true larrr... ><

valentines and CNY!!!

2010-02-15T02:52:00.000-08:00

weird~~ this year really really weird~~
no semangat at all...
haih... >.< yesterday went to genting..
one word to describe..
CREEPY!!!!
the cable car stop moving in the midair leh... ><
haha!!! and the wind kept blowing!!!!
WUAAAA!!!! T~T the person sitting behind me kept screaming!!!
lol... wanna say can u please calm down?? but haih...
that time too scare to talk..
lol... OH!!
btw, thanks janice^^ for ur valantine choco :D
appreciated~~ haha!!!
V E!!! sooooo sorry!!!! din go to lau yat that day!!! GOMENASAI!!!!
><

the frens i have in 4 SC 2

2010-02-11T02:41:00.000-08:00

halo~~~~
to those who read my post...
thanks^^
now i'm gonna intro my frens...
since sum of 'em wrote bout me...
so i'll join in the fun as well.. XD

Firstly, there's Sara *WEN WEN*...
Wen wen is the cool kind of girl in our class... But she's very nice and sweet... eventhough those who don't know her will absolute think that she's very nice... *especially boys* XDD

Next, its Jin Voon *JIN JIN*...
Jin jin is very generous kind... she'll always offer to help others whenever she know that they'll in trouble... she's very straightforward but very honest as well... Jin jin!!! be strong, kay?!? i'll help u in ur studies if u have any problem in understanding it...^^

Then, there's V E... *MUMMY* XDD...
Well, for those who know VE, surely know her personality already... She's very... perasan and sensitive... haha!!! i wrote like this she surely will kill me... >< Still, she's a very good fren and a very responsible monitor!!! btw, thanks for taking my place as the monitor, VE!! XD OH!!! and she is very *GOOD MOTHER* as well.. XDDDD

Hmmm... who's next?? Oh yea!!! there's wei-yen as well...
She's very good at communicating and a good fren... I can say that almost the whole school including the teachers are also her frens... btw, ERN!!! i love you sooo much for lending me that book!!!! >////< haha!!!

who else?!? OH YEAH!!! there's a new transfer girl in our class...
her name is suet li also known as JANICE...
she's a very kind and cute girl... although i didn't really chat with at times... but i can see that once u get to know her, she's a very nice girl^^

Thats all for today... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!! XD

haha!!! so funny!!!

2010-02-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

today is the weirdest day ever!!!
first is that V E suddenly become a gud mother!!!
hahaha!!!! i laugh till i can't even stop laughing anymore...
lol!!!!
then, suet li..
she's very funny...
something happen larr...
next, is our temenggong's berirama!!!!
WASEH!!!!!
SO NICE!!!!
i love it soooo muchie!!!!!
THANKS SENIORS!!!!
FOR MAKING SUCH A GREAT MOVE AND ALWAYS MAKING US SMILE!!!!
HAHA!!!!

merentas desa... GO TEMENGGONG!!!!!

2010-02-04T07:47:00.001-08:00

TEMENGGONG FITE!!!!!!
KILL ALL THE OTHER HOUSES!!!!
RUN LIKE THE WORLD IS FALLING DOWN!!!!
RUN FOR UR LIFES!!!!
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN!!!!
EYE ON THE PRIZE!!!!
GAMBATEH!!!!

Temenggong!!! DON'T LET US DOWN!!!

2010-02-02T06:20:00.000-08:00

been three years in SMKPT..
2 years last place and 1 year 3rd place...
a bad thing to remember..
but its a got memory..
everyone work very hard to win..
but still there's some lazy worms in the house..
good thing they're not real worms..
if not i'll surely buy the spray to kill all of em...
haha.. jkjk..
anyway..
am bored of gettin last..
wanna get the highest!!!
TEMENGGONG!!!!
DON'T LOSE THIS YEAR!!!!
SHOW THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN SAYING 'TEMENGGONG IS A LOSER' THAT WHO EXACTLY IS THE REAL LOSER!!!!
SHOW THEM TO THEIR FACE!!!!
for form 1s!!!!
dun b so embarrass bout the yellow house!!!
say proudly that you're the yellow house!!!
AND THIS YEAR WE'RE SURELY GONNA TAKE THE TROPHY BACK HOME!!!
SAY IT LOUD AND CLEAR!!!
NOT A WORD MISS!!!!
TEMENGGONG!!!! GAMBATEH!!!!

unfair...

2010-01-29T06:15:00.000-08:00

when i thought bout it..
it was so unfair..
why are u like this one?
may b i shouldn't really hav know u at all..
when u go..
my world just shut down yet..
u r havin fun with all of ur other frens..
i'm...
jealous..
i know i shouldn't yet...
i kinda started to hate u now!!
i feel like a dummy..
to believe that we're frens at all..
I HATE YOU!!!

2010-01-20T02:41:00.000-08:00

原本想对你说一句话，
却看到你就脸红。。。
好想你也好想见你哦，
为何你要离开呢？？？

已有两个星期没见到你了。。。
我也无缘无故的习惯了。。。
但每天也总是想念着你。。。

一直都告诉朋友我不x他的我。。。
却每一刻都在x他。。。
好难受哦！！！

但现在。。。
我只想说声‘谢谢你。。。。’
因为：
-能遇上你是一种快乐。。。
-能与你谈天是一种福气。。。
-能x上你是一种幸福！！！

真的真的很感谢你所带给我每一天的娱乐。。。
如今我们就与以前一样。。。
我是你的好朋友。。。
你。。。
也是我的好朋友。。。

真心祝福你。。。
每天都能过得快快乐乐。。。
健健康康。。。

至：我的好朋友。。。

not the best week.. but a nice week..

2010-01-15T07:02:00.000-08:00

many have happen during this week..
-jamie and xin yi transfer school..
-i became a pps percubaan..
-merentas desa in a fun way..
-fall down when walkin up the stairs..
-climbing up and climbing down..
-running to bio class to avoid being wrote as ponteng..
-rushing to tuisyen classes..
-no time doing homework..
-restless..
so many things have happen and yet i was only able to find this time to type it..
form 4 is definately not a honeymoon year..
good luck to all the form 4s..
and form 5s for going to SPM..
and form 3s for PMR..

what a year...

2010-01-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

haih..
i'm having a hectic life here..
always run here run there..
no time to rest..
so tired..
but..
BUAHAHA!!!
today..
something boost up my energy.. lol!!!
at first i thought i saw wrong leh..
but but...
it's really him!!!
BUAHAHA!!!!
then.. we talk a bit..
lol..
cannot say much..
voice just won't come up!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!
i thought i won't be able to see him leh..
cause he say he change to somewhere..
lol...
BUAHAHAHA!!!
feel like screaming out loud!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

worst worst day!!! grrrg!!! ><

2010-01-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

haih!!!! today we're force to listen to a ceramah bout 'woman's stuff'..
YOH!!! stupid de leh!!!
we're not form 1 or babies okay?!?
yet, we're force to sit there and watch it with form 1..
DAMN!!!
not gonna write the rest..
feel lazy..
nite..~~

first day of school - a bad day

2010-01-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

ok.. first of all..
it sucks..
i'm almost late becuz of my sis n the stupid traffic..
grrggg!!!!..
secondly..
i get into science 2..
can say tat i'm a bit dissappointed..
not tat i wanna cry or anything..
juz feel like shoutin out loud to release sum stress..
but.. there's always a but..
it's m'sia.. can't find anywhere to shout..
if i shout.. people will think i'm crazy..
and send me to tanjung rambutan.. haha..
not funny..
haih..
third..
my cous get to go to hokkaido..
man!!!
i also wanna go leh..
not fair.. ><
fourth..
everything is so hectic..
co-curiculum, sukan, tuitions, transports!!!! etc...
haih.. my head is spinnin now..
BU-HU!!
too bad!! cannot rest!!! >< !!!

31th of dec....

2009-12-29T06:35:00.001-08:00

going out wif frens..
hope that day will go on smoothly.. ><
haih...
so sien now...
and lz... ><
hope something will happen in this boring life..

school reopen.... T~T

2009-12-27T05:28:00.000-08:00

yo~yo~yo!!! ( not hohoho o!! )
school term is gonna startin soon..
hope everyone have a good time during the hols..
as for me..
haih..
i didn't go anywhere except for ts..
so cham..
shuan!!!
but.. so many ppl transferin school leh..
haih..
FINE!! i dun care..
i very zhuan yi derr..
haha.. jkjk..
anyway.. should i change my blog stlye arr??
vote please!!!
thanks^^

party at hh's house..

2009-12-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

got christmas party at hh's hse..
reach there at 3 sumtin..
not early n not late..
after we reach..
hy n ty go on9..
me, michelle, hh go upstair..
lol..
watch ghost movie.. fuiyo!!
-the ring-
very old de..
bt..
stil vr scary..
lol..
hh kept forward to the scary part..
lol~~
then wen we fin watchin..
hh went downstairs..
left me n michelle..
bt hh din close the door properly..
lol..
the door sud close n open..
me n michelle were both vr frighten leh..
T~T.. we thought its hh..
bt she din ans us..
so i quickly run 2 the door n close it..
lol..
so scary..
cuz michelle say she saw sumtin movin..
like a hair or so..
lol.. bluuuuu....
then..
we go down n play board game..
play until half..
hh's granma ask us 2 eat..
lol..
vr full already..
cuz juz nw at my hse..
me, hy n ty ate fried rice..
lol..
then..
nvm lorr..
we eat a bit..
vr tasty..
lol..
then we go out n walk..
lol..
we walk around..
then go back to the playground..
YOH!!!
vr yu lehhh..
wen i sit the swing i fall down..
T~T
so yuuuuuu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
T~T
my head spin a bit larr..
but ltr okay already..
but hh them vr worried..
lol..
sry larr..
made u gurls worried..
but i sprain my third finger..
T~T
so painful..
now my right hand vr hard to do stuf..
like my third finger is the control or sumtin lyk tat..
haih..
then ltr at nite..
we went up 2 hh's parents room..
lol..
play majong..
after tat..
we took photos..
........
aiyerr.....
dun wanna talk bout tat part larrr...
now my heart frighten again..
T~T..
then we exchange gifts..
lol..
tats all..
^^
btw..
gud luck to all the form 3s!!!

sad?? or happy??

2009-12-18T19:33:00.000-08:00

wuawua!!! i'm sick...so sad..
plus PMR gonna come out on 24th of dec..
tat 1 i duno whether to be happy or sad..
haih..
lol..
but yesterday 2 person said the most nicciest thing to me..
kaka..
the first one is my uncle..
awwww.. lol..
if i write it out..
jamie will say i nerd again..
anyway..
he say my english is very powerful for a form 3 student!!
lol.. wahhhhh!!!! so happy!!!
hahaha!!
but the next thing..
lol..
cant tell cant tell..
wahhhhH!!!!!
blushing... almost exploding now!!!!
its yesterday stuff..
yet now i'm still blushing!!!
wuaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so sweet!!!!! ><
XD

^V^

2009-12-12T02:12:00.000-08:00

bought new clothes^^
happy..
now very boring..
T~T
help!!!!

28th is coming nearer and nearer...

btw.. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO WEN JING^^

TiMeSqUaRe

2009-12-04T19:16:00.001-08:00

lol..
yesterday, me, hh, hy, kx, ah chi and seow cheen went out together..
me n hh reach there at 8 sumtin!!
we're both freak..
lol~~
i think tat we're not suppose 2 go in except 4 de staff..
bt may b cse i'm wif my dad soo..
lol~~..
the guard let me in..
then hh aso reach..
v both went in..
cse ntg 2 do..
so v went n meet my dad at MC at 5th floor..
v went by the lift..
wen v reach 5th floor..
tat floor was lyk ghost town..
so dark n empty..
lol~~ spooky..
then v w8 lorr..
bout 9 am..
hy n kx reached..
hy called me..
tellin me tat they can't go in..
the guard didn't let them in..
hahas..
he said oni staff..
so hy ask us 2 brin her in..
lol~~
may b tat day me n hh reali look lyk the staff..
haih reach so early aso ntg 2 do..
then the funniest part..
we walk towards the first floor cinema..
n of cuz..
hvn open yet..
bt bhind us gt a security..
MAN!! i'm nervous..
lol~~
so we keep on walkin..
then we walk until a door n went in..
the security walk towards us n ask us where r v goin..
lol..
heart beat 360 time per second..
lols~~
so i just ask him back..
" wheres the toilet? "
haha!!!
man!!!
tat security reali believe tat we're reali searchin 4 the toilet.. XDD
then hh add one more word..
" we're lost.. "
lols..
at tat moment i soooo wanna burst liao..
then.. as time pass.. ( i sound like an old lady )
we bought our ticket n watch new moon..
very weird lehh this movie..
not watchin it anymore.. ><
then.. v go 2 gasonline 2 eat..
i eat the kam heong fried rice.. really nice leh!!!
LOVE IT!! XD
then we go arcade..
v ply the racing car first..
lol~~
i sucks..
i get the 7th place..
while hh get 3rd..
haih.. i'm not gud at it..
T~T..
then me n hh team up n ply basketball..
first attempt we get 140!!
whoa!!
new record!!
lol..
then we tried again..
lol..
guess what we get..
141..
hahas!!
after tat.. we went shoppin.
then.. we wanted 2 eat ice-cream..
bt too expensive..
so hh suggested sweetchat..
eww.. the one we order r soo....
ewwwwww..
after we all go home..
lol..
so tired..

like admirefrenship~~

2009-12-01T06:51:00.002-08:00

ＬＩＫＥ~~~~
有人問：你為什麼喜歡一個人？
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人，卻說不出為什麼喜歡一個人。
喜歡一個人，是一種感覺。不喜歡一個人，卻是事實。
事實容易解釋，感覺卻難以言喻。
愛情是忽然有一個人，我們覺得一見如故，我們的內分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化，很很想靠近她，想擁抱她。
以後，無論快樂或哀愁，我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時，才會找出不愛她的原因。　　　　　

ＡＤＭＩＲＥ？!？
每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理，你應該努力地演好自己的角色。
如果劇本是自己寫的，我相信，這個世界裡再不會有悲劇出現。
只可惜，編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話，這齣戲任你再怎麼努力去演，到了最後只會成為悲劇。
一生當中，會有很多跟你合演的人，
但最終，只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)

ＦＲＩＥＮＤＳＨＩＰ=)
珍惜現在所擁有的，總比到時候完全失去了再也沒得的好吧^_^

ＬＯＶＥ??!!

2009-12-01T06:51:00.001-08:00

是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??
愛是百分之百，你無時無刻都在想、思念著他。
喜歡有百分之八十，你常常都會想到他、思念他。
而欣賞只剩百分之六十，你只有偶爾會想到、和思念著他。
欣賞會讓人積極，喜歡會讓人開心，
但愛卻會讓人傷心。
當你欣賞一個人，你不見得會喜歡他，也不見得會愛上他。
當你喜歡的一個人，有可能你只是欣賞他，但你也有可能會愛上他。
當你愛一個人時，你一定是基於欣賞，慢慢變成喜歡，然後最後成了愛。
當你和他搭訕時，剛開始那只是出於“欣賞”。
當他們交往一段時間後，可能會變成“喜歡”，但也可能永遠只能停留在“欣賞”，至於“愛”，很難說，說不定你一輩子都找不到。

INTIMATE FRENS~~~

2009-12-01T06:44:00.000-08:00

我们有缘而相似
我们有缘而相处
我们有缘而交换心灵
我们应该彼此珍惜相处的每一刻
更应该珍惜现在所拥有的一切
此生才不会后悔

C~H~E~R~I~S~H

2009-12-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

缘分是一种很炫的东西，
它通常是在不知不觉中出现。
当他出现之时，
你可能不会珍惜；
期待它到来时，
它却一直都不出现。
所以，
从此刻开始，
大家要懂得珍惜它，
珍惜生活在你周围的人，
无论是朋友，爱人，甚至与家人。。。。。。
C-H-E-R-I-S-H

river flows in you

2009-11-30T23:03:00.000-08:00

nice song..
wish i could play it.. T~T
tryin 2 play now..
bt still sucks at it..

someday~~

2009-11-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

may be..
may be someday i'll tell..
someday..
someday i'll shout it all out..
but not now..
not this moment..
eventhough..
eventhough i really want to shout it out..
but.. when ever i try..
my voice just won't come out..
so..
until that day..
please don't make me say it..
i'll..
definately..
say it out..
someday..

nicest dream ever!!! >~<

2009-11-19T01:52:00.000-08:00

lolz...
nicest dream i've ever dreamt!!!
2 days straight leh...
soo gud^^
haih..
so lz..
duno wat 2 do~~~
sian...
>~<
hope tat PMR wil get gud result...

送给有需要的人

2009-11-15T00:17:00.000-08:00

爱情是一朵生长在绝崖边缘的花，
想要摘采它必须要有勇气。
人们可以支配自己的命运，
若我们受制于人，
那错不在命运，
而是在我们自己。

我们必须守住眼前最重要的人，
若放开了，就有可能永远都不能回头了。
似乎曾下过的雨水一样，
下了第一次，
第二次的雨水并不会是同样的水。
一走了就不回头，
开心的，伤心的，
永远只会在心里留下一吊深深的疤痕。

ame

2009-11-13T19:58:00.000-08:00

the rain is falling.. and my heart feels just like it now.. but it seems as if the sky isn't dark at all.. it is full of light.. it doesn't feel sad or sorrow.. it just fall down without control..

the rain thats falling is as if the sky was crying.. the tears of the sky has covered up the whole world.. but when it falls, everyone will open their umbrella and face it towards the sky.. to us, its in order to protect ourselves from getting wet.. but to the sky, its like everyone has built up a wall between them and don't care about it.. it's so lonely and sad..

whenever it rain, its full of darkness but now its full of light.. wonder if there will be a rainbow.. but.. how could a mere rainbow could cheer em up.. its so hard to believe that when the sky has clear up.. the first thing that everyone has notice was the rainbow instead of the clear blue sky..

but it seems as if nature was set.. sky was never meant to stand out at all.. when i look at it, its so quiet and peacefull.. it clears my mind and calm me down.. and yet rainbow has given me the feeling of thrill.. its so full of colours and beautiful..

but now, my heart was crying.. not even a rainbow could cure it now..

What the!!!

2009-11-09T20:02:00.000-08:00

Oh man!!! the forensic was soooooo.....
urgh!!!!
ntg 2 do at al!!!
al v do was sit in d office n watch them how they cut the body..
okay.. tat sounds fun..
bt 1st lets explain it clearly..
v were sittin in d office n watch them cut d dead body apart through a television..
it makes no different at al!!! no wonder its free..
=.=
damn borin!!! i kept yawnin..
shouldn't have gone at al..
haiz..
bt nw.. at house is worse!!
uuu.... super duper borin!!!
cnt imagine why hh say skipin skol n stay at home is more fun..
zzz.. urgh!!!
man!! gonna find something 2 do or i'l b bored 2 death..
=.=

BORING

2009-11-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

wuwuuuu..
so borin.... haiz..
my dad say go read form 4 buk..
T.T
really sian leh..
ntg 2 do as well..
wanna buy d newest buk aso hvn cum out yet..
so lz..

anyway..
AHHHHH!!!!!
i duno why..
but i suddenly fal in luv wif basketbal n detectives stories..
>///////<

whats the difference?

2009-10-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

whats the difference? between black and dark??
it wouldn't really matter does it??
when your whole sky is full of dark rainy clouds..
where you won't be able to see the lights..
that were suppose to shone..
it's so dark and lonely..
the feeling of being here..
I'm lonely..
and it felts like the sky was hiding from me..
it was so sad..
the world that i know..
is now full of dark and sadness..
how lonely..
so lonely..
when i look up..
i can see nothing..
as the rain falls down..
it fell into my eyes..
it hurts..
but it'll never be..
as hurt as my heart once was..

go 2 skol? or nt go 2 skol?

2009-10-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

haiz.. go or nt go leh??
so frustrated..
zzz.. duno leh!!
FINE!! i go!!
lolz.. 2day soooo borin..
ntg 2 do.. haiz..
thought cn paint de wall..
buhu.. pn. ng lie 2 us..
T.T.. jkjk..
haiz, then me n sara went 2 library..
lolz, dun wana do batik..>///<
v go 2 help.. or may b its nt helpin at al..
lolz.. v as in hh, michelle, jam, me n sara keep chatin..
hahaz.. the library seem more lyk a market.. XD!!
then.. ntg fun happen.. 1 word.. BORINNNNNN!!!!
durin recess.. jam n chian ni look at me n hh..
i tink they talk bout mouth or sumtin..
so me, hh n sara look at them lyk they gt virus or sumtin..
lolz!! then, de 3 of us run bak 2 de library b4 jam could catch us.. >.v lock de door.. hahaz!!
after tat.. blah blah blah..
v keep on plyin plyin n plyin..
sweat.. hurg.. tink i gt a sore throat.. zzz.
anyway, at 11 i tink..
their senior came in..
SHIT!! v're soooo in trouble..
me n sara sneak out.. lolz..
haiz, v lei long in de skol.. ntg 2 do mah..
RINGGGG!! finally!! they went bak 2 their classroom..
so, v sneak bak in.. hahaz.. lyk hide n seek..
i tink de whole day..
de most funniest part is wen v off al de lights n tell ghost stories..
lol.. actually i'm de 1 hu tel lar..
i kept lookin bhind me as if there were sumtin there..
( 2 scare them lar) >.<
haha.. bt i hvn fin it yet..
c lar.. may b i'l fin it 2mr.. ^^

halloween around the corner.. ><

2009-10-26T07:45:00.000-07:00

wauwii!!!!
halloween is cumin!!!!
haiz.. bt din hav trick or treat in our country..
sob sob.. wan sweets..
bt i tink jam wan more sweets than i do..
ho? jam.. XD!!
haiz.. din go 4 lm farewell dinner.. sad T.T
full aldy.. >///<
lol.. too late lar..
should ask earlier..
lol^^
hump!! sum of my frens go genting 2day..
x fair!!
hh!! gt buy me souveniers ar??
wuwuwu.. i wana goooooo!!!!!!!!
cheh!! i go sunway again..
tis tym may b i go wif kuljeet, aina n jam..
hav a water war!!
haha.. aina.. jam..
prepare 2 die!!
muahahahaha XD!!

YAY!!! XD

2009-10-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

Yahoo!!!! de 39 clues buk sixth is cumin out!!!
8 days from nw!!! hurray!!!!
tomorow, i'm goin 2 vandalise de skol wall..
haha.. jkjk.. i'm goin 2 decorate lar..
drawin.. hahas..
so many activities!!
so happy!!^^

form 5 n form 6 graduation day..

2009-10-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

graduation..
sounds 2 me is lyk gettin old..
haiz.. talkin bout graduation..
jam said tat 2day is de day tat wen v standard 6 graduated from lai meng..
duno true anot lar..
bt if its true then truly memorable lo..
its been 3 years ler..
nw tinkin of it makes me feel old..
furthermore, nex week sat got carnival at lai meng..
lookin at those primary graders makes me feel even older..
haiz.. so old..
lol.. nw i'm talkin old..
nt graduation.. should change de title..
um.. graduation.. rite!!
it was soooooo borin!!!
they juz read out de name 1 by 1..
i think almoz de whole dewan students have sleept through it..
hahas.. din giv them any face..
lol.. lz 2 write lar..
ntg special happen 2day..
bt.. well, may b gt 2 thing tats special..
1st.. SUMBODY made his/her lov 1 angry n dun noe how 2 apologiz..
nt apologiz lar.. um.. sumtin lyk repair back their usual relationship..
tat SUMBODY ask 4 advise from his/her fren bt in de end..
tat SUMBODY doesn't und how 2 do at al..
zzz.. air head.. lol, jkjk..
next, we're going forensic lawatan nex week thurs!!!
yay!!! FORENSIC ROCKS!!!
bt duno is it thurs anot.. zzz..
try 2 ask tcher on monday..
lol..
FORENSIC!!

sunway!!!^^

2009-10-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

yay!!!
sunway!!!
soooo fun^^
v reach there at 10am..
damn early..
lol..
then v went 2 de ticket booth 2 buy de tickets..
rm 45 per person if gt mykad or jusco card..
haha..
at 1st me n hh wanna go 2 de toilet..
bt cnt find it..
then v turn rite n went upstairs hopin 2 fin de toilet..
bt.. TT cnt find it.. haha..
so v ask a cleacner there..
she said go down n turn left..
man.. juz nw v juz walk pas through it..
lol.. damn funny..
then wen we're done..
hy said she wanted 2 try al de games..
since de closin tym is 6pm..
so, v try it..
first, v went 4 de ferris wheel..
lol.. we're de oni ones..
then, after de 1st round..
i thought v could go down..
v al thought as wel..
since its damn borin hanging slowly in de midair..
then wen we're ready 2 get down..
OMG!!! it din stop..
haha, so v hav sat tat ferris wheel 4 2 rounds..
n wen v reach de highest place..
v shout 4 help n said tat we're being held hostage..
lol.. juz 4 fun..
since there isn't many people arriving at 1st..
haha..
then, i tink de nex game is...
rite!! de pirate ship..
damn scary.. at 1st its ok lar..
bt wen it gotten higher n higher it bcum soooo scary..
v kept shoutin 4 our lives..
haha.. hh n kx said its 360 decree..
bt me n hy say its nt..
watevr lar..
wat i rmb is tat wen our side went up..
i scream very loudly..
then wen de other side went up..
a boy scream very loudly..
lol.. then de rest of de tym wen we're swingin..
i tink me n him r competing hu shout de loudest..
haha.. then, v went 4 de 1st roller coaster..
whoa!!! tats a rollercoaster tat wen u r ridin it..
u cnt even feel ur butt is on de chair..
as if u r flyin out..
soooo fun!!! its lyk 3 loops at once..
lol.. wen i got down.. i cnt even feel my leg anymore..
haha.. then, v sat another roller coaster..
hahas.. tis 1 isn't as scary as b4..
it din excatly hav loops..
bt it runs very fast..
sooo fast tat i thought wun stop n keep on goin 4ever..
hahas.. after tis, v wanted 2 try de car drivin thing at extreme park..
bt it was sooo far away.. its lyk we're at south n needed 2 go 2 de north..
so, v use de brigde..
lol.. hy is afraid..
bt cnt blame her.. in de middle of de bridge, i aso startin 2 scare..
lols.. wen v get 2 de other side..
our legs r achin lyk hell..
damn hurt leh..
then.. at 1st v wanted 2 ride de car..
bt sooo expensiv..
rm 20 per ride..
haiz..
so v change it 2 motorbike..
haha.. rm 10 oni..
lol.. then v start it..
de accelerate n brike r sooo confusin..
bt i stil manage 2 get it rite..
lol.. so clever.. jkjk..
then there's a guide person r in front of us ridin on another motorbike..
zzz.. de road was bumpy bt it was fun..
he let go 4 2 rounds..
bt he kept followin us..
hump.. de ride was fun bt.. x privacy..
lol.. jkjk.. then, v started 2 feel thirsty..
so v went 2 a nearby shop 2 buy food n drinks..
lol.. damn expansiv..
wen v fin it..
v walk around n look 4 any games 2 ply..
wen v go bek 2 de amusement park v try de shoe..
lyk a shoe ride or sumtin..
it goes round n round n round..
nt de cup 1..
its lyk.. um, in de ts de..
then, v try on de river float..
its lyk v sit on a float n v went down de river..
de river flows very quick.. lol..
v ply it many tyms..
cse its so fun..
then i think bout 2 or 3 times kx gt sooooo wet!!
hahas..
her clothes r al wet.. cse at sum places there r water falling from above..
lol.. so unlucky..
then there r 2 times tat me n hy got wet..
lol.. tats wen me n hy sit wif another 3 person..
sweat.. gotten so wet..
then v gt ride a slide..
damn fun!! v agree 2 scream as loudly as v could wen it started 2 fall..
lol.. muz go there again..
nex tym, v'll ply even longer..
cse tis tym oni ply til 5pm..
de closin tym is 6pm..
so tis tym we ply 4 um.... 7 hours..
nex tym, we're goin 2 ply 4 8 hours..
lol..
we'll help them 2 close de sunway lagoon's gate..
hahas

sunway^^

2009-10-17T17:08:00.000-07:00

yay!!
i'm goin sunway 2day wif heng huei n gang..
soooo looking 4ward 2 it..
lol..
i'm goin nw..
wil write wat happen at sunway tonite..
4 de tym being..
bye bye^^

not the one

2009-10-16T19:50:00.001-07:00

i always thought the he is the most precious person in my life..
but i guess i was wrong..
in my rainy world..
all i see was dark clouds and rain..
nothing more..
there was once that i have saw a bright light in front of me..
and i thought it was him..
it was so bright that it shone through my heart..
but..
ever since i was young..
there have already been three bright light shining me through my life..
it guide me as i go through everything..
hardship, friendship..
all this all this..
they have help me to go through it..
and yet..
i have not relise it yet..
they are my most precious people..
i wonder..
is it not late to notice now?

my rainy world..

2009-10-16T05:13:00.000-07:00

my world has crumbled so many times..
i wonder when will it end..
today? tomorow? or forever?
my rainy world..
it has started rain again..
it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday..
when it has filled with so much memories about you..
i needed you by myside..
but you are not..
i hate you..
but it disappear in a moment..
how could it even last when i needed you so much..
i will keep on to my life even without you..
but i would be lonely without you in my life..

yo!!

2009-10-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

my new blog..
lol..
sory 2 my frens..
my old blog..
um..
dunno how to describe lar..
so i changed it..
more lyk delete it "sweat"

btw.. let me introduce a bit..
de post tat i wrote in shortcut is my daily life..
de post tat i wrote in longform is wat i saw or read it sumwhere..
may b newsppr or so on..
tat i juz add on sum words oni..
so tat they won't say i 'chau' them, rite?^^
blah blah blah..
so..
thx 4 visiting^^